Solstice: Total Surrender

If I am to trust in faith and reach in blindness
Behind a sky blue velvet curtain
Into uncertainty's volatile future...
Must I first cease to guess what's on the other side? Must I
Dissociate the name of Love from the face
That I've experienced as Love's embodiment?
Must I cease to hope, or continue with mere infant's grasp
Of what Hope might mean...
Despite my previous devotion
To one particular connotation...the idea
That he and I one day might
Divinely reunite?
Do I have to stop dreaming of him
Despite that it's because of him
That I dare at all
To dream?